my life

Well i meet that drag king that my freind j set me up with she is very nice.but i am just thinking that she does not like me.i know that i do not think very well about myself but i just do not see it happening.but it is nice to have more freinds out in denver to hang with.i hang out with her on thruday and friday.friday i was very crazy but it was fun.i have not been to a bar since i was in canada.i know that i still miss maire lou and think about her that is why it is hard for me to think that anyone would want to be with me since things went to hell there.i do not blame lou for anything that happen there i just think that there may have been more going on then what lou was telling me.i would have walk on fire for lou.but i know that then i think things are going well that is then they all go to hell and things fall apart.
On the good side of things.i am going to talk to this guy at comp usa.he wants me to work there but it is a long drive.and right now my car is not working so i am not sure how that is going to work.but i want to see what will became from it.so my mother is going to take me out there and see if i can get hired on there.i have been talking to jin again.she is just a freind of mine now.i stop talking to her last year because of the bull shit that was going on with joe.joe is still being a ass but he is not going to like me at all very soon.that right the BIG D is coming and it is going to hurt him big time.
So that is what been up with me.i will write more later.